Dream & Reality

"Hope whatever happens, showing the best and happy future.
and all my dreams are not far from reality. amen"

hey.. jesus hear what you say in your prayers, no doubt !

Hari ini berlalu dengan kisahnya, tersenyumlah dalam hari-harimu dengan tidak membohongi suasana hatimu sendiri. apapun jalan yang kulalui dan yang terjadi, aku berharap selalu ada kebahagian \(^o^)/

Novenine'teen 2012

Two things that surprised me..

kembali ke rutinitas kampus, habis liburan pasti punya semangat yang baru.

awalnya ngga nyangka, ngga begitu peduli dengan nilai yang udah diusahakan pas UTS, maunya sih tinggal terima IP aja, masalah nilai ujian-kuis-dan kawannya biar jadi rahasia dosen aja, lain kata ya cukup dosen dan Tuhan saja yang tau. dan ternyata nilaiku menambah point SMILE di hati, hoorayy \(^o^)/

waktunya pulang ke rumah..

nah ini dia yang bikin gelisah di kampus, kira-kira sketch hasil kreativitasku untuk kuis LIP menang ngga ya? awalnya sih iseng dan ngga ada salahnya buat mengekspresikan diri di komunitas yang tepat. pertama kali nyentuh laptop langsung buka facebook LIP dan akhirnya aku menemukan..

"itukan namaku..??" 

aku ada di urutan pertama dan memenangkan kuis. hoorayy \(^o^)/ 

yang buat aku senang bukan hadiah, tapi karyaku dihargai dan sudah pasti menambah point SMILE di hati.

quote yang mendukung itu ya ini:

Love PINK

Masih banyak hal-hal lain yang belum kamu lakukan untuk membuat kamu menjadi lebih baik, dunia ini luas untuk kamu nikmati.. masa lalu itu sudah pasti tapi itu ngga dapat merubah diri kamu kalo kamu hanya diam dan mengingatnya. heii.. hari ini ada dan kamu masih bisa tersenyum :)

"Melakukan hal-hal yang bisa membuatku bahagia daripada aku mengingat hal bahagia yang akan membuatku menangis"

-EN-

Taylor Swift - Back to Desember

I'm so glad you made time to see me.
How's life? Tell me how's your family?
I haven't seen them in a while.
You've been good, busier than ever,
We small talk, work and the weather,
Your guard is up and I know why.

'cause the last time you saw me
Is still burned in the back of your mind
You gave me roses and I left them there to die.

So this is me swallowing my pride
Standing in front of you saying, "I'm sorry for that night",
And I go back to December all the time.
It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you.
Wishing that I realized what I had when you were mine.
I'd go back to December, turn around and make it all right
I go back to December all the time.

These days I haven't been sleeping
Staying up playing back myself leavin'
When your birthday passed and I didn't call.
And I think about summer, all the beautiful times,
I watched you laughing from the passenger side.
Realized that I loved you in the fall

Then the cold came, the dark days when fear crept into my mind
You gave me all your love and all I gave you was "Goodbye"

So this is me swallowing my pride
Standing in front of you saying, "I'm sorry for that night".
And I go back to December all the time.
It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you,
Wishing that I realized what I had when you were mine.
I'd go back to December, turn around and change my own mind
I go back to December all the time.

I miss your tanned skin, your sweet smile, so good to me, so right
And how you held me in your arms that September night
The first time you ever saw me cry

Maybe this is wishful thinking,
Probably mindless dreaming,
If we loved again I swear I'd love you right...

I'd go back in time and change it but I can't.
So if the chain is on your door I understand.

But this is me swallowing my pride
Standing in front of you saying, "I'm sorry for that night"
And I go back to December...
It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you,
Wishing that I'd realize what I had when you were mine.
I'd go back to December, turn around and make it all right.
I'd go back to December, turn around and change my own mind

I'd go back to December all the time.
All the time